Dull Musings of a Troubled Mind

Saturday, 18 February 2012

  • ERASE & REWIND

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    Video Games
    By Lana Del Rey

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     I've been running this Xanga for 4 years. Sucks that I haven't been posting lately!laughing

    Anyway, I'm trying to get my feet back on track.

    REALITY CHECK: I had a break up and a new haircut (see my picture on the right side?cool)

    I haven't been talking about my recent break up to people not because I'm still hurt or whatsoever reason. I just feel like there's nothing to talk about and things weren't as ugly as it seems. Yes, Jolo broke up with me because he cannot stand Long Distance Relationship anymore. I mean, yeah, it is freaking hard. When he told me he can't do it anymore, I just said okay and ended things fair and square. I did not even run after him. The thing about me is that, I respect whatever the person feels. I don't want to be the one who runs after someone when it's obvious that they don't want me anymore. I had a happy relationship with him and that is THAT. I don't want to remember the bitterness and the sad memories, just the good ones. 

    PS: We are not Facebook friends anymore. WHY? Things are better off like that. To those people who know my history with him, they would probably agree.pleased Know when enough is enough. Tried everything and it didn't work so I have fully admitted that he is indeed meant to be for someone and it is not me. KtnxbyeLOL 


    I am loving my new haircut so far. I've been cutting it like thrice already. I want/LOVE my super short hair now.heart

    As for me, I know I should be embracing my singlehood since I haven't been single for years. But we all must admit that the reason to finally know that you have moved on is when you're ready to fall in love again. I am in that process.winky There is this one person in my life right now that makes me happy.heart


    I'll be writing back again whenever I find time from my very busy schedule. This is my blog, my comfort zone, my friend. heart


     

Saturday, 17 September 2011

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    The Vampire Diaries: The Complete Third Season
    By Nina Dobrev, Paul Wesley, Ian Somerhalder
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    Chieng Mai's bridal shower was fun. We watched The Vampire Diaries Season 2 Episode 1 again. I watched it at home before I went to her party. Hahaha! And I still cried during the ending! FUCKAROO.

    Guess what? I'm hangover free! YEY! Haha! Old people aye yea.

    It just crossed in my mind, it's September and pretty soon October and then November! It's gonna be 1 year since I last saw my boyfriend. I can't believe we're making LDR work! Two thumbs up. Missing sucks though but it's all about the perfect timing. I know I'm gonna see him pretty soooon!

    Sunday and I'm resting like a lola! Like a lola not a boss! HAHA!

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    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 3/24/2008
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